Brainstorm Blog #2

For this project, I want to create a chaotic experience. I would like to try to emulate what somebody's brain might feel like... aka mine. It is safe to assume I have undiagnosed ADHD, my brain is always very loud. Thoughts constantly, internal narrative, reliving my memories from embarrassing moments to favorite songs, all the stuff. I also like being very stimulated so a lot of the time, I usually have an airpod in. I like to have a youtube video or a show always on in the background. To me, it's like silence is what is too loud. I prefer to be distracted with my mind going a million different directions. So what if this sound was like that? What if I tried to recreate what I experience in my brain but without the stuff that it usually is, like music and shows. Sounds sounds sounds. No narrative, no reason. Just noise. There is also always a lot of emotion in my head at all times, well, more like deep in my chest but it adds to the sounds. I am going to try to emulate what the swelling of an emotion like anxiety feels like. I also look foreword to using different effects to try to get these feelings across, with how loud they are and then maybe trying to portray the constant buzz of... myself that is always in the background of my life. I want to connect to it somehow, feel like it is representative.